Thursday, May 8, 2008

Hospice Volunteering- Reflection

When I was first told about the Service Learning Project, I was unsure as to what type of project I should choose. I could have chosen something that would be easy and might not require much effort, or I could choose a project that would really help me grow as a person and even help me in the future with my career. After much thought, I decided to choose the latter. I chose to volunteer/visit with hospice patients in the city of New London and in the surrounding areas.
At first, the only glimpse of what hospice really was, I had seen when my great aunt became a hospice patient. It did not look to be as emotionally difficult as I quickly learned it was. I think that some people think of people as just their patients, which is professional and correct, but as a hospice volunteer I saw them as just people. I interacted with them for many hours, as well as interacting with their families. When I met their families and listened to the stories that they told about their life before they became sick, they became people to me. Another very startling fact about being a hospice volunteer is that the patients that you see have a limited amount of time to live. One day they are alive and talking, and the next day they are gone. Having had patients that I visited with pass away, I have experienced this pain.
On the bright side, there were many positive things that I learned from my service project, and many positive things that I was able to take part in. For example, an elderly man named Phil that I had been visiting was celebrating his birthday and he invited me (and made sure that I could make it) to his birthday party. I also was able to gain experience in how to not become emotionally attached to patients. I would like to become an Oncologist, which is a doctor that treats Cancer. Not all types of cancer are fatal, but some are. In fact, a patient that I visited had pancreatic cancer, which is usually always a fatal diagnosis. I learned a lot about the biological aspects of cancer, as well as it’s affect on families and the people themselves; making me want to treat and/or cure it even more.
I did not experience any problems with my volunteer experience.
The Service Learning Project that I took part in was rewarding in many ways, and I hope to continue volunteering.

2 comments:

Cody Linjer said...

That is so cool Sam. It sounds like you had a great time with your project. It's definitely tough not to get attached to patients. It's only natural to feel a connection to someone who is ill. You want to help them in any way possible but there's a fine line that health care professionals have to be aware of. It was tough when I experienced death for the first time working in a hospital. It seems more justified when its an older adult who has a full life, but when its a younger person or child, it can be rough. You have to show compassion without getting overly involved or consumed by helping that person. You are going to make a great physicial some day Sam. I'm excited for you to continue on your journey.

Lynnea Chelmo said...

It is so great that you chose to do hosice care becaue it is such a difficult job to take on. It would be really difficult not to get too involved with the ill patients but to work in a hospital you have to be tough and try not to get too attached no matter how hard it may be. This is such a hard and emotional job; I'm glad you decided to do it for your project because it really takes someone special to take on a job like this. It would be too emotional for me. Great job and I also bet you will be a great physical someday.